Saturday, December 11, 2010

Wait (Even if it takes forever).... ok let's not get crazy




“ I'm at that point now and currently writing about it. I'm not necessarily ready for various reasons to actually be in a relationship emotionally. But I'm so over, casual relationships too. So I'm working on trying to separate the two, and re-choreograph my dating or stop dating all together.”
That was a comment I made on another blog, in which the other commenter TheMostInterestingManInTheWorld  says: This is why I always tell women who are interested in making sure that the next relationship they’re in is with the person they will marry, that they should stop having sex.THE VOW ( to LOVE MYSELF til he can....)

Friday, December 10, 2010

THE VOW ( to LOVE MYSELF til he can....)

“ I'm at that point now and currently writing about it. I'm not necessarily ready for various reasons to actually be in a relationship emotionally. But I'm so over, casual relationships too. So I'm working on trying to separate the two, and re-choreograph my dating or stop dating all together.”
That was a comment I made on another blog, in which the other commenter TheMostInterestingManInTheWorld  says: This is why I always tell women who are interested in making sure that the next relationship they’re in is with the person they will marry, that they should stop having sex.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Disarmed Grenade













Borrowed, this topic from a fellow blogger thecandyshoppe, in regards to the new song by Bruno Mars called   Grenade. I had written this poem a couple of months ago. But kind of a different concept, but similar to love and relationships. More of not fully appreciating the present, because you’re expecting the worse . But then realizing, you are creating your own discomfort and confusion in a relationship. 

"Disarmed Grenade"

Armored disguise
Pain-filled eyes
Sting with visions
Of yesterday,
Shooting pain, ammunition
Filled my heart, explosive,
Like a grenade in my hands,
And the pin’s missing,
Released a surge of emotions,

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

"Attraction is Overwhelming"










Funny how astrologically, attraction is overwhelming
Don’t know how the stars align, but I find myself slowly
Being pulled, gravity forced, the elicit claws, grasp hold,
It’s stinger, filled with capabilities to render,
The strongest, even Capricorns, fall victim, to the
Scorpions Venom……

Monday, December 6, 2010

"PLUSH"




Like the softest terry cloth,


Southern Poise

Made of woolen fleece,
A plush luxury wrapped around me…..
Guarded by my insecurity,
Now disrobing to enter
The depts., of precautious waves;
Unveil truths, dispel secrets,
And chase away mischief …
Facing fears……….cradle me, as you
Erase signs of old tales of yesterday,
Old loves that have strayed away….
Let me bathe in your existence and
Cleanse my soul, in your essence…
To wipe away the past and
Unmask the present.
Exfoliating undesired irritations,
Peeling away layers,
Exposing the extinction of
The shallow body of love that once was ….
without yours.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

"Almost Naked"



Fully dressed, thick layers of skin wrap my body tight,

Swaddled like a mummy, wrapped in a thousand year old,
now tattered cloth,
Once soft and white as fresh linen …

Thick layers of skin protect me;
Surrounding all vital functions I need to live,
Though my heart remains vulnerable
So I protect it with my mind, cause that I can control…

But at times I get weak, as what’s in my heart is like kryptonite,
And my mind is like superman,
As your words flow from your mouth to my ears.
They penetrate my mind and ignite brain waves
That travel to my main artery,
Slowly I get weak.

"Comfort Zone"

In my comfort zone, 
Lonely hearts remain absent,
Distracted by my presence
In love with me, brings complacency,
Contentment, abundance of me,
Love overflowing, like the aroma,
Surrounded by a bed of roses,
And the finest magnolias,
Southern Belle, within
The sanctity of my heart,
No morning glory, “love in vain,”
Depleted, as
Lonely hearts bleed empty,
Desire festers within,
Within the epitome of
Southern hospitality.
Demure personality,
A flirtatious being,
Obscured sexuality, sewn within the seams,
With a hint of sensuality, mirrored in her eyes
Only a few chosen will loosen, modest clothes,
Disclose, honeysuckle beneath the blackberry tree,
Sweet as honey, berry tasty juice.
Only a sweet and potatoes man will dew,
Brown sugar, sweet, like soft butter on
A lightly toasted roll, seared into his spirit,
Consumption, over indulge on every grain,
Corn fed on hot water cornbread, in an
Iron cast soul.

Red velvet, a cozy, upholstery of,
Apple Blossoms, living in completeness,
In this atmosphere
Of the sultry, summer sizzle, pecans,
Basking in the southern sun, composing
Harmony in the warm breeze, trees brush
The wind’s esteem, admiring love in the air,
Rooted in old southern charm,
With a new city flair,
Lonely hearts well runs dry

Abandoned loneliness, by the wayside,
By the welcomed signs of open hearts.
Cling to mats outside love’s door,
Waiting on opportunity, for my soul, to
Kick dust off, and fall between the fibers,
Laying a recipe for love to the breed as thick as mud,
Nodding as I Walk by, with the quaintness of a smile,
Never a stranger, waving layers of,
Intimacy wrapped in loyalty, dipped in honesty,
Overwhelmed with quality, and giving,
Gratifying, satisfying physical and mental needs,
Guaranteed to please, tip your hat, sit back
On the porch of life, as you taste the bitter
Lemon’s sweeten, in a tall glass of ice tea.



Southern Poise



Are you currently in your comfort zone? Are you secure with who you are? If you are, is it hard for others to accept who you are in a relationship? And do ever think that you have the best to offer in a relationship, but you are being taken advantage of? or do you feel you have a lot to work on to get to your comfort zone? Does it come with experience?